-tiingg`tiinggx.charriis

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

humans are complicated creatures.
with such complexity, God can actually understand them all.
so, how to deny the fact that He is the creator and we are his creation?


God, u understand me ..dun u?
i reali duno wat to do now..
pls guide me..
and i want to stay close to u.
bcos only when i stay close with u, i can walk in the right way.


oh well, actually i am not that lost lar.
but God, jus guide me
hehe
but to say the truth, i am easily frustrated nowadays.
argh, i need a breakthru in this!


i am reali blessed.
cos the aes gals are all so with me in 15.
anyway gals, 15 is like....
hais.
jus hit it once and for all and move on.
have a few contacts coming and a few converts already~
oh well, gotta work harder already!
now, youths is not my "tian xia" already.
wahahaha.
its the younger generstions
cos i realised that its easier for them to share christ.
cos the moment i approach the kids, they will tot that i have motives or something.
age gap lar~
hahahaha...


o level is coming!
oh no.
i duno if i can do well or not.
but thank God.
met dan feng today..
hmmms...
is A1 possible?
i seriously doubt
but i wana give my best to this.
i am more determined to study le..
thanks dan =)
i hope i wun disappoint eelee,dan and my dad.
at this point of time, i realised that studying is not jus solely for my sake already.
i duno if this is a good 'realisation', but ya lar, feeling stress but at the same time motivated.


today, dan feng ramdomly asked me this...
"wat u wana do when u grow up?"
i tik he ask this cos he wana noe wat course i wana get in or something lar..
hais, i am always stuck when ppl throw this kinda question to me.
i reali duno wat i wana be, i duno wat course i wana get in.
i have no dreams, no goals in life.
my ideal life is reali simple.
get a stable job in future and thats it.
sounds so naive.
but thats wat i wan..
to have a stable income, do the things that i like..
marry a man with more den enough income..
live for my hubby, live for God and be a good wife.
i dun wana be a career woman, i dun wana be at the top or something, i dun have big goals or dreams fir my future..
i jus want a life that is stable and simple.
so if u wana ask me wat i wana do when i grow up, its like this
but its naive.
but in my heart of hearts, i reali wana lead this kinda of life.
haha, but its all God's plan lar.
where he set my feet on, i will jus obey =)


Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires
[-gal 5 : 24-]


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-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-
 
 
 
 
 
 



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